Unless Said Otherwise.

And to top off the pain I was already feeling…Bradley mentions his deployment…

How dare you leave me?! You and Andrew? You guys are one of my closest friends. What am I going to do if both of you are gone forever?

This is very jaw-clenching. I don’t even have the right to think this way.

I feel that I’ve made a mistake deciding on uci…not that I don’t like it, it’s that social life seems very exclusive. I’m not a clique person, although I do tend to stick to the same people, I’m not about exclusiveness. UCI looks like there are so many cliques, especially with the many dance teams on campus. I think I’ll feel secluded and be obliged to change.

I really missed my friend. It’s been a long time since I’ve talked to her. Whenever we had the chance we always had a great time reflecting on everything. And spending time with her made me realized how much I had misunderstood her. All these years of resentment was for no good reason at all. I had let my sensitivity ruin our relationship.

I want to spoil someone.

There is really no middle ground for me..

Today’s thoughts in one single post.

I’m sick. I’m sick. Why am I sick? How?

Up side of me being sick…my singing voice is the way I want it when I sound nasally. Anyway, national anthem tryouts for graduation next week.

All I could think about in class was that it was super cold. The school decides to put the ac on blast when it’s not that hot.

I’m late, but Demi Lovato’s new album doe.

Dance teams in uci. Am I down to join? Join an a capella group(because I love to sing) or explore something new?

And no, I will not lose myself. I have my values and I will keep them. Whatever happens happens.

I think I’m deceiving myself more than I’m deceiving others..